My attempt to draw.
I felt bad about using a paper so I took a permanent marker and drew on a tile.
Taken with my iPhone 3Gs.
Pardon my absence, but I’m here to bring good news.
As you all know, I graduated from college last May. Well, what’s keeping me busy these past few months was my licensure board exam. I was preparing for one of the biggest battle of my life. I buried myself in books. I sacrificed blogging so I could dedicate every waking time I have to study, to reviewing my material.
Just shortly after the board exams, the result came and I was in cloud nine. I passed the board exam.
The Mayans predicted that the world would end on the 21st of December. I was keeping my fingers crossed that it wouldn’t come true because the 23rd of December was the Oath-taking Ceremony. Well, the day passed and everything was too good to be true. The ceremony felt so good and overwhelming. I had no idea that it could bring such completeness in my life. I shared the moment with people close to my heart and who have contributed in my success.
It is a great year for me. So much accomplishment in so little time. As today is the last day of my best year so far, I am definitely looking forward to you, 2013. May it bring more happiness and success to my already fulfilled life.
Next step: Operation Dream Job
Happy New Year everyone!
Growing up, I’ve never really had that “Father Figure” because my Dad works abroad. 30 days out of the 365 days, a month per year do I get the chance to have a complete family. There was a time he decided to give it a try here. Only then I get the chance to see my parents together. It was hard for them, struggling to make ends meet so they can send both me and my brother to school. They had a few disagreements. My Mom is very outspoken, and there I would see my Dad, just quietly listening. I’ve never heard them yell at each other.
A few years later, my world expanded. I’ve seen how people can be mean and inhumane.
I’ve seen my close gal friend get beat up by her boyfriend at school. The look on that guy’s face was very scary, like he can kill anybody in that moment. I was afraid, but I have to protect my friend. I must up every ounce of courage left in me and shielded her from her attacker.
“Don’t you dare take a step closer or I will call the police and have you arrested. Don’t try me.”
A bunch of school officials came in and intervened. It turns out the boyfriend was some kind of stockholder in our school so there wasn’t any written reports about the incident. They were able to convince everyone that it was a domestic dispute and we don’t have the right to intervene. That guy still freely walks the halls of our school, even after I graduate. Nobody’s safe, especially for people like me and my friend.
I have a cousin who got beat up by a drunk and abusive brother-in-law because of a simple misunderstanding. Please take not that my cousin just gave birth via C-Section and she got kicked right where she has her stitches. She is black and blue all over. She called our family, crying for help. She did what she could. She reported the incident to the Baranggay Hall. She went to the Police but the sad part is the Women’s Desk wasn’t available so the Police don’t have her formal complaint filed up. She is currently in Sogod, Southern Leyte and we are over here in Manila. She badly wants to get out of that town and come back here to us but the papers (Medico-legal, etc.) she needs isn’t available until this coming Monday. She’s seeking Justice but to be able to process everything legally and by the book, she needs to stay there for two more days. The person who assaulted her already threatened to kill her, and he is still free and not behind bars. I wonder why the system is the way it is right now. We tried contacting organizations that could help us out but offices won’t be open until Monday. Abused women are helpless here. This is the devastating truth.
Now, all I can do is pray that she gets through until Monday. Until she gets home here safe and sound.
The past year, I’ve done nothing but cry over lost friendships. I have spend an ample of time contemplating over things I could have done or I might have done wrong. Honestly, I have been miserable.
My birthday came, I reached out to a friend whom I have not seen in a year. I was expecting to see her that day. Well, like any other expectation, it did disappoint, she never came. We never met. Yesterday, I tried to reconnect with another dear friend whom I haven’t talked with in two years. I made the first move. After hours of waiting, I wasn’t even good enough to be acknowledge by my name. I let that one go. I tried again, this time through a private message. Maybe something would change if nobody knows we are talking.
Me: I miss you. What happened to us?
Old Friend: I don’t know…
Me:Was it me? Did I do something wrong?
Old Friend: I’m not sure. I don’t remember anymore.
If you could only see my heart, it was shattered into pieces. Just like the song by The Script – “I wanted words but all I heard was nothing.” I told my Love about it, and the response I got was:
The people who matters most are those with you and in your life right now.
Those words hit me hard. I can’t believe I have been sulking over people who are not in my life anymore. I have been missing people whom I will never know if they ever miss me back. As much as I want them in my life, friendship is a two-way process. I cannot force them to be in my life as much as I cannot force myself to be in theirs. Sad to say, people do really come and go. I was hoping I would be able to look back in my life and see something constant in it, an old friend perhaps. I know, I’m such a dreamer. I look back and all I see were the heartaches I have gone through trying to save something that couldn’t be saved. I have to stop. I needed to stop. I bid my so-called best friend obsession my last farewell. Life goes on.
In 8 days, I’m turning a year older and hopefully, a better version of me. Being 21 marked the start of my adult years.
Moving out of the house, finishing my internship and graduating from College – these are events that highlight my 21.
Updates? Sad to say, the dream vacation remained a distant dream. Reasons? Lack of funds and precious free time. My review for the licensure exam starts on the 15th of next month. Instead of traveling, I need to save money for the enrollment fee and the application fee for the exam.
Siem Reap, I will try see you next year.
You too, Ho Chi Minh.
For now, I just have to save enough passion for traveling. Hopefully when I start working, I can reward myself with trips every now and then. *Cross Fingers* Life please be good.
A van stopped and parked in front of me. Next thing I knew, the foreigners started unloading the van. Opportunity? Well, it doesn’t hurt to ask so I approached the man driving the van. I told him how we missed the last bus to Baguio and how much we need to go right that moment. He said he knows a terminal station at Banaue with the last bus leaving for Baguio at around 6pm. He’s going back that way and he’d be glad to take us there. He added that Banaue is having a festival and he’d know a place where we could stay for the night if we ever change our minds. Have I told you I dream of seeing the Banaue Rice Terraces since I saw it on a postcard when I was young?
Part of our Journey to the beautiful Banaue Rice Terraces was the long van ride, and a couple of landslides which further lengthen our adventure.
When we got to our destination, the sight was simply breathtaking. Yes, it didn’t look like it used to before but it was worth it.
Life is simple around Banaue. The people are very accomodating. Though we didn’t stay for the festival, at least we were able to shop for woodworks. We had it for a good deal, because when we got to Baguio and saw the exact products, the prices were tripled. Also I was privileged to see the Ifugaos with their wooden bikes.
The Ifugaos’ wooden bikes don’t have the usual gears and chains. They start at the highest point of the road and let the bike take them to the bottom. In order for them to use it again, they have to push the wooden bike up the hill again. They seem to enjoy the ride. I wanted to try it to but the bikes are way too heavy for me.
Our driver who turned out to be our tour guide at Banaue was kind enough to show us around and drop us at the terminal station. We were just in time for the last trip back to Baguio. By that time, I was wondering how we would be able to go to Pagudpod. Since this trip was spontaneous, I let circumstances lead us to where we should be.
The Perks of Traveling
Everything happens for a reason.
I happen to get a hold of this lovely woodwork by accident. Truly, unplanned circumstances are magical in its own way.
The Sagada, Mountain Province trip consisted of more or less 14 hours of bus travel from Laguna via Manila-Baguio-Sagada Route. We only stayed there for one night. As soon as we got there, we registered at the City Hall. We went to the inn to put all our bags.
We had our lunch and immediately went back to the City Hall. We hired a tour guide to show us around. We paid additional for using the van for the tour. Sagada is breathtaking.
My camera died on me way too early but the images I’ve seen is still vivid in my head. After the tour, we went to have dinner at the Lemon Pie House. We resorted to have a breakfast meal – two hotdogs, sunny side up egg, and fried rice. The hostess is very friendly and accommodating. After the meal, we went back to the lodge and had a nice hot shower. That was the end of our day.
My Love and I went to go walk around the city, visiting all the souvenir shops that we can see. Have I told you that everyone in Sagada speaks English with an accent? 🙂 I was drawn to the souvenirs I see that ranges from shirts to bracelets, even woodworks. Everything’s affordable yet we didn’t buy anything.
It’s 12:30pm and we practically missed the last bus back to Baguio. We asked around for other options, like renting a van. The cost made it out of the option. We had to stay another night here again. We have limited time and our plans was to go all the way to Pagudpod, Ilocos Norte. I was definitely sulking, when the opportunity just came right in front of me.
-To be continued-
…that a person could possibly be sick for two-three weeks straight! I am just wishing to feel better, so I am here right now again. I needed rest and I had plenty of it but still, all efforts fail. I have been lousy with work. Good thing my Boss, Sir Glenn of Mixed American Life is understanding. However, I feel like such a failure for my 30 days blog challenge. 😦
Anyway, a few updates in my life? First, my dream vacation is finally coming true! I will give you details as soon as flights and hotels are already booked. Second, my Love gave me an early birthday present – Nokia Lumia 610. I fell in love with it right away. Mostly because of the 5 megapixel camera with flash, and all the free apps I can download like InstaCam (Windows Phone’s version of Instagram), Lomogram and Polaroidz.
I’ll let you be the judge.
I noticed my eyes drooping, probably because of my meds. I see my love and my dog sleeping and snoring at the same time. I think it’s time for me to go to bed. Until next time. Ciao!